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Hilarina and the Ogre
A Memory Loss M/M Romance
He’s spent fifteen years following the man who forgot him.
303 pages · Out September 15, 2026 · Free in Kindle Unlimited
Hilary was the ballet dancer the whole town laughed at. Trenton was the silent autistic giant they called a whale. Nobody wanted either of them until they found each other and formed a friendship so consuming it engulfed them both.
“If you’re dependent on me, you won’t leave.”
Trenton meant it when he swore he’d protect Hilary from everything. So when the town’s cruelty turned into something unspeakable, he silenced every one of them.
Then his mind did the only thing it could to survive. It erased everything. The town. The blood. Hilary.
Fifteen years later, Trenton is a line cook with no past, no roots, and no idea why the beautiful nurse at his diner always appears the moment he needs saving.
But Hilary's been there the whole time. Every city. Every new job. Every time Trenton runs.
“I’m your stalker, Trenton. I’ve been stalking you for years.”
Because this isn’t the first time Trenton has forgotten him.
And Hilary will follow him into hell before he lets it be the last.
Nothing unties them. Not violence. Not fifteen years. Not even memory itself.
Hilarina and the Ogre is not a gentle book. It will gut you, hold you, and gut you again. An obsessive, devastating M/M romance in two parts.
Read the content warnings. Then read it anyway.
What you're in for
- A fifteen-year time jump, and a man who forgot everything
- The giant who'd burn the world for him
- He followed him across six states (not a metaphor)
- Found family you'll want to move in with
- Bring tissues. Seriously.
What readers said
“This book broke me and then put me back together.”
“I needed many cups of tea as well as my bodyweight in chocolate”
“I don't think you can come out of it unchanged”
Content warnings
- Sexual assault
- kidnapping and violence
- homophobic bullying and slurs
- fatphobia
- References to child neglect and death of an infant sibling
- amnesia, PTSD, panic attacks and depression
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